This few days wasnt in a gd mood, nobody provoke me but i'm just feeling depressed
I think it's becoze i have no money to but stuff after thinking of the fee for driving and exams are approaching !!
Cant get to sleep welll too ..
Dar cant tolerate my ... too haha ...
But he still try his ultimate best to cheer me up .
Fri after he book out , he came to school and train wit me.
All the others were like !!!! Coze he run like a ... hahah ... SO PROUD OF HIM !!! Bleah !
So touched too mauckz darling.
In the morning b4 going out, dear went to clean the shaver i bought for him last christmas. Know wat the blade actually flew downstairs while he was cleaning it .
Of course it spoil , he felt so sad and his tears rolled down.
Hmm, i was feeling sad and happy tat time.
Sad , coze my dar dar was sad but on the other hand, happy coze he treasured the stuff i gave him. hee... mauckz dear dun sad le k .
Previously i lost the anklet he gave me too , and i cry like dunno wat too coze its his first present for me even b4 we were together. :(

I dunno y u can be so unborthered about being poor, but i cant . Try to cheer myself up but i still cant. Thinking of not buying the stuff i like make me feel dame sad ! Maybe i'm still childish ina sense.

Exams coming i must work hard , must work real hard k !!!

As seen in my Clara Darling's blog, i'm supposed to post my 10 hates and likes.


1) LoVes Shopping SO so SO so MuCh
2) Hate LIARS
3) Hate Durians!!!!
4) Lov3 CHOCOLATE !! I'm a Chocolate Freak !
5)Like Driving {Even though haven got my license but SOON}
6)LOVE BLING BLING !!! Just Cant Resist THEM
7)Love ppl to ador3 me
8)Hate being Poor coze i cant but the Stuff i wan
9)Hate quarreling with Dar
10)Lov3 my Fingers!!! Coze they are long and my nails are nice after manicure !!!

Hello Kitty that tingling give, dear dear frame this up for me so nice hee..
Sweety !!!

Jemaine treat me this

Tingling send me this friendship flower.
The bright, sunny color of yellow roses evokes a feeling of warmth and happiness. The warm feelings associated with the yellow rose are often akin to those shared with a true friend. As such, the yellow rose is an ideal symbol for joy and friendship.


Today is a great day, coze at least i feel better hee...
But my darling nv come to school coze she nt feeling well
Finish school dame dame early today, and i have to rot all the way to 1pm wit siongleng and gary to wait for MBW.
After MBW, when for the poly 50 briefing then went to have our training, yesterday 6 person were training and we ran around 18 rounds but today 8 person we ran for 36 rounds!!!
Great job , but some parts we are still blur especially when its the gals round.
Feeling so tired nw , aching all over especially my tigh and i injuried my shoulder while running today.
This few days when i'm feeling very unhappy, i called jemaine out to accompany me.That day she even treat me hot chocolate at MacCafe. Really thank her for her company this few days and my dear dear ask 'why u everyday also look for jemaine wan' haha.. jealous ah heee...
Just wanna say thanks to her la haha ...

Sorry for saying all these things on you
When heard from someone about that thing i'm really confused sorry
Hope you wont take it to heart .
Promise wont do that anymore.
SAdzz...

19/7 - 112!!! 1 yr 1 month 2days
DINNER AT KFC

LUNCH !! Tiong Bahru




Fri , 18 /7

Eski Bar For 111! 1 yr 1 month 1 day

DOME For DINNER

Fri , went out wit my dar dar to town .

He book out quite early tat day ..

Just nice he said tat , it was the 111 day , a 1 yr 1 month and 1 day !!!!!

SO CUTE !!!

So we went to enjoy our short little day ...

Feeling hungry when i met him, we went to DOME again !!! LOVE THERE !!!

Later we decided to walk around to clarke quay so on .... went to have weird flour roll (i frogot the name but it's in the photo ) .

Dear brought me to ESKI BAR !!!! DAME COOL MAN !!!

Freezing Cold inside !!!

Wanna go witr my 3 darling next time !!!

The following day, we went out aimlessly without knowing where to go , so out we went to town again ...

Walking around , dunno doing wat , then we went to take NEO PRINTS !!!!!!!! hahah ....

COOL COOL !!! WANNA TAKE MORE !!!

ok , i also frogot wat we do and where we go after wards , oh ya went to esplande actually to c firewirks but rain !!! then went to c shuan's live rocl band at esplande .. Went hm after tat TIRED !!!

Today , went to market wit mum and dar for breakfst.

Headed hm to clean up my room !!!

Nw my room looks totaly different 1!! OMG haha ...

Gt my PSP Wrapped with Blink Blink Plastic Sheet


At Site With Grace

Tingling's present for me
The card she wrote
brought this to school today , gonna bring it everyday!
Joyce and me..
Drew this on cla birthday at esplande heee

Kenny say if i forgive him he will eat tis haha!!!
my present from kel, huang and kenny

me sleeping in class
craving for soup !!
FAV KOLA TONIC

Just finsih fish n co just nw wit huang , ks , kj , kenny , cla and me !!!

Its to celebrate our belated birthday he...

Received a speaker from huang , kenny and kelvin !! THANK U GUYS !!

BUT KJ STILL OWE ME MINE PRESENT HAHA ...

i'm so full !!! OMG ...

But still fun being wit them haha ...

Loves

TIRED , went to run outside school today wit kent coze all the other ps !!!

nvm , i cant imaged tat , me myself , i can actually finish the route without stopping omg !!!

so happy !! But tired la !!! haha ...

Gonna train tml too .. OMG !!

From My classmates

From DEAR !!
Eveerything

From class mates
siongleng hand

from kevin, christina, james, ben n gf and eugene


calister mummy, xavier , ben , yang su , marcus daddy , jieying meiyin, ellen and jonathan
from keon and carol 1!!! love tis

From irman, yang su , christie, yusi
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY EVELYN by Jie ying
From my 3 darlings
18 presents
When unwrapped

From yong n gf, cody n ruby, eric , kit
when unwrapped
From wei ying and kelvin
HEEE its a MaT !!! so nice !!

Dar and me
3 darlings
NDU
Oldies !!! hha
SPSU

SQUEEZE YR HEADS !!


My Black Forest Cake 1!!
so ugly !!

Dezhan mummy , thank u anutie for preparing the food
my dar dar

the flag flew pass

Thanks everyone for turning up for my birthday party !!!

Hope u guys enjoyed yrself heee

Thanks for the wishes :

Received SMS from;

Kheng Chee(Cousin)

ALex nehpew

Dayang Kor

Kelvin Tan Kor

Wei Huang

Jian Kai

Guo Jie

Siong Leng

Kai Jie

Wen Bin

Joel Cheng

Jie Ying Xavier

Kelvin Chia

Benjamin

Mei YIn

Godfather

Eliza

Yulin Niece

Kai Xiang

Tar Hua

Shafiq Grandpa

Tingling

Woody

Someone which i dunno

Azri

Josephine Jie

Binglong

By Calls

Clara

Jemaine

Grace

Jonathan

Yusi

Ellen

Eric Chek Gong

By Friendster

Kah Mum Cousin

Wayne

Ivan er

Sheryl (Theone tat evryone say look like me haha )

Jia Sheng

XinYi

Xiao Fang

Ellen

Ren Zheng

Eric Dad

Irman

Dyana

Yulin

Faiz

Joel Yew

Wee Teck

Wendy

HAHAA , nite mark on charles hand
the $3500 make up kit at MAC
my artist make up kit

at yoshinoya , after finishing my dinner wit jemaine
omg mouth so big !!! at fc 3 yesterday
so nice !!!
yum yum
PSP again !

ZIlian , haha ... this entry has a lot of my zi lian photo !!!

eEEEE jay did tis to siongleng
my dinner yesterdy !!! healthy !!!
Jemaine's meal , so fattening !! ahaha

After making up today at MAC
Home

EEE EEE TL !!! haha
at fc 2
i dunno y my hair will become like tis
know y coze of CTL !!! haha

during MBW !!! PSP AGAIN


muackz
piggy

everywhere also photo !!
huggy !!
okie dokie

HAHAA , didnt have much time to blog actually .

Tue went out wit jemaine

Wed went to MAC clubhouse for my 1st make up , it was bad !!! haha ... then went for the 1st training for poly 50 !!!! and i did so badly ahiz ...

Today went for the 2nd trial for make up and it turn out to be better haha ... at least i dun hve to clean it off haha ..

Tml gonna have another sssion i think ..

hmmm , lazy to blog ...
Basically , jus went out wit jemaine coze she dated me lol ahhaha...
Bought a pair of shoe for just $9.90 ...
Next day which is today , end class quite early but have to wait for my make up artist , the make up was terrible omg ...
Ok nvm , went to the poly 50 route and have a trial haha ... ran 3.6km today but only 6 rounds of the poly 50 , 50 rounds haiz ... sad..
But having very very bad backache nw :( sad zzz... pain pain ...
Jemaine came to my hse and be my model for myshopping blog haha ... but i haven load coze have some editing to do haha ..
Thanks anyway darling , xin ku ni le haha .. muackz love u !!!

Idoitic face of us
their too !!!

reflection of my bag


my new hp strap
2pid face

chicken bone so disgusting !!!
pineapple creep
chocolate wafer !!! i began to love wafer more and more
after we are done 1!!

Charles Dinner
Tingling's potatoe salad
mt cesar salad!!!
siongleng's beef tender
after we are done !!

me in class vaining agin !!!

bro and sis !!!
NEW YORK NEW YORK


Went to CCK's New York New YOrk to have our dinner just nw !!

I ate salad again !!! haha ... Nd to slim down !!! hah ...

After tat we walk all around there and chit chat at the food court there...

Wat a nice day !!

Fun day but i'm tired nw , nitez 1!!

BBQ at kit's 21st birthday heee...

Have salad wit dar at DOME on sat afternoon !!!!

1st time in my 17++ yrs of life having only salad for a meal ...

Friday
My early birthday card given by sparc ..

i'm so touched and i love the card so much ...

Thanks everyone



Dar bought me a red PSP($370) for my birthday present !!!!

So happy !!!! hahahaha ...

Loveu dar dar !!!!

muackz muackz!!!!

DEar Bought this for me
DAr Dar did this for me


Starting of the day, i'm still quite emo but as the days goes by, i began to be better
But nt totally ...
Went to meet dear after school , and he bought me 2 shawl
Thank u darling, miss u so much again :(
But nvm at least gonna c him tml again !!!!

In poly can i really find a friend tat is true to me ?
Be there for me when i need them ?
When facing me, they are true friend and not hypocrite ?
Can i ?
Maybe i'm navie ... or i should say i am navie
I believe tat ppl around me are gd and are ture.
But things just doesnt turn out to be like tat .
Alot of the friends are just Hi - Bye friend, some are not really as close .
Even those whom i faced everyday may not be true to me.
This really broke my heart, reallly and totally
I always treat you wit my heart and really treat you as my friend but why
Why is all this thing happening ?
Who really treats me as a true friend ?
Or who should i believe or treat them as a true friend?
This few days i have really been able to see the true colours of some ppl
It really hurt me.

This really made me realised not everyone is trustable.
I dunno sometimes are you guys telling me the truth or nt, really dunno.


It made me realised another thing too, true friends are really very very very difficult to find.
I can say Clara , Jemiane and Grace are the 3 friends tat i have know for 6 years and they are really true to me.
No matter wat they have been by my side all this while be it happiness or sadness .
I just love them.
Even though i'm nt as close to them now, my heart always still remember them.

*Tears*

Firstly