Whenever there are unhappy things i would rather keep it to myself and only myself.
I do say some stuff out but not all or majority it will remain in my heart .
I feel that saying them out wouldn't do anything or make me feel better either .
Am i materialistic?
Many ppl say so . But i dun have to explain much about this , coze this is what u ppl think of me .
I dun have to explain myself to ppl who doesn't know me well.And if they know me well enough i dun even have to explain myself coze they would understand me .
I love to buy things and sometimes those expensive ones.
I wan the best for myself .
When i have them i would feel nice and happy.
Am i someone who plan alot for future ?
Yes , i wan my future to be bright . Be it myself , relationship or my future family .
I hope to get the best out of all of them.
I have so so many plans for the future and i wan all of them to be done.
I will not let ppl to look down on me .
I wan myself to be able to support my current family, get what i wan with my own money and at the same time save and prepare for any crisis.
I wan my relationship to be fruitful, i wan my bf or husband to be able to support the family.
Keep the living standard high.
I have been through low period which i would always remember.
Ppl always say the past is the past , yes it is but no matter wat it's just too big a blow to me.
I will provide my child with the best if i were to have one and make sure we have a happy family rather than a broken one.

In friendship , i always treat ppl with my heart unless for those ppl which i think totally dun deserve it.
But wat i gt isn't what i gave , it's ok ...
The world is nv fair.
What i learned from all this experience is that nv will i believe ppl around me totally.
I have lost confidence in finding true friends.
But sometimes I'm just naive i always hope that i can really find nice ppl if i treat them well.
Actually so many friends , who really really understands me ?
Who really really takes me as a good friend?
I dunno, maybe i am just a lousy friend. :)

In a relationship , my expectations are high .
I am not a good gf totally.
I'm unreasonable, wilful , stubborn , bad temper and even so many tat i cant put them all out LOL.
I can give him lots of freedom, i dun mind him going to club , out with girls as long as i nv see or hear its ok.
I like to place trust in my bf always be it in the past or now.
Just tat i dun like to hear anything.
I always forgets important things that happen , dunno y not becoze i dun care but i'm absent minded. :)
I wan my bf and my friends to click coze if they dun i will be very sad .
I can be a good friend but not a good gf that's what i always say.
I'm an attention seeker be it in a relationship or as a friend.
I hate ppl to neglect me , i hate the feeling of loneliness.
It's scary and helpless to be alone.

Hmmm, i dunno why am i typing all these.. :)