Yo have been receiving so many msg about BLSS 30TH ANNIVERSARY HAHA... IT WILL BE HELD ON THE 7TH OF JULY , 10AM . SO ALL PREVIOUS BLSS STUDENTS GO ALRIGHT HAHA... i miss all the friends and teachers that i haven met for a long time . BLSS ROCKZZZZ....
i am really looking forward to that day man... july faster come !!!!! hahaa...

Monday i will be having a test but i just couldnt concentrate on my studies . I dunno wat my mind is thinking . i dunno hw to describe hw am i feeling . wanna cry but my tears just cant roll down , wat should i do . i feel like disappearing in world for a period of time . My body is giving me a signal tat i cant take it anymore . I am just feeling too tired to do anything or to think about anything . just feel like closing myself from the outside world . i wanna explain some things but i dun think others will understand hw i feel or wat i really mean by the action i did . In the world ppl just look at the surface of hw things are happen and jump to an immediate conclusion .
now i just feel like playing and playing just to let me forget everything that is bothering me nw . hw long will i have to face this situation . ppl have been telling me just dun care about wat ppl say and go on wit hw yr heart is feeling . but i cant . i just care about hw ppl look at me .
moral support is wat i nd now . if nt i will just disappear anytime in this world without anyone noticing it .


11/06 , i am having another camp this time is a SPARC CAMP . after the last interview i was selected as a SPARC memeber. this camp was a 4D3N camp . haha... we will be going to sentosa . our theme for this camp is pajamas .OMG . i dun have any pajamas to bring ahhh !!!! 2pid . haha... i dun mind going for the camp but i know another camp means another nite walk for me !!!! i dun wan i really hate the nite walk so much sia hahaa.. but i cant do anything also .lol

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