today is my last day of work ... i really feel very sad coze i am nt willing to part wit them ... time flies ... and i have been working at HITACHI for about 3 months + ... feeling have been developed when i was wit them ... ppl like boonyean , may , wendy , ah gong , kelvin , ah pung , ah teng, david have treat me so well all tis time ... they have been taking care of me when i was there .. i really feeel very sad to leave there actually ... and when finish my work , i went to say bye to the mouse pad i drew the other time there ..know wat ? my tears roll down ... wo zhen de bu she de .. but i hold my tears back ...
since today is the last day , i bought delifrance for warehouse and shipping department ...
during lunch ah gong drove me out together wit wendy and boonyean to jp to buy our lunch ...
i haven have the chance to have a ride in ah gong's car untill today heee.. we gt subway for our lunch today hee... we have fries and ice cream too ... tis last lunch was treat by them .. my boss bought me a bracelet from precious thots too ... i was so touched heee..
they told me whenever i am free i must go back and have lunch wit them heee... and during holiday go back there to work .. heee...
unfortunately , rajan , warehouse supervisor , mother died today ... dun be so sad k rajan ...

tml morning , i am going gym wit jemaine ... heee...
so sian tml dunno where to go ... whenever i ask u where to go or wat should we do .. u will say anything up to u ... i really dunno hw much do i stand in yr heart.... really wish to know something . can u really feel the sweetness in tis relationship ? can u feel hw much i love u ? do u know hw much tears i have shed for u over tis 2 months just becoze u broke my heart once and once again ? do u know hw much u have hurt me coze u always put yr friends in a position b4 me ? do u really know wat i wan ? are u really happy being wit me ? or being wit yr friends are happier ?between me and yr friend leaving u , which one would u feel the pain more do u know i have been thinking hw to get yr attention all tis while ? by banging by a car ? hurting myself ? by all means just to get more of tat attention and concern tat i wan ... tat i nd from u . y cant i get the love and concern like wat i have b4 our 5th months ? y must things change ?

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