yesterday i am so happy coze dear gave m lolipop flower heee ... he say i am the first person tat he bought tat wo .. hahah... he is also the first person tat bought m tat hahaha...he also bought m a winnie pooh so cute also but i still love the flower more heee... coze tats a very special present tat i ever receive haha... then at nite i went to jp to look for cheng ... jasper , max, bear bear all there heee ... then they sit outside 7 evelen n smoke i also sit here play play n tok tok loh ... i saw in jp a very big hello kitty de light haiz ... love it so much ... yestrday also someting bad happen between them n my friends lah haiz ... so relutant to c tat hurts m too.. in the end they sat there n chat finally a conclusion was found they wanna go to OCH heee funny loh ... then they stay there the whole nite coze no car ma then bo bian hahaha... in the morning about 7 like tat they reach jurong loh then dearstraight away come look for m n pei m go school heee he must br tired then coze he sleep untill 2+ ... he told m at OCH they did not c anything but at the japanese school beside OCH jasper saw hahahha... omg 2 gals were sitting there....

its 12 pm ... dear dear has just gone out ... actually he said he wanna accompany m till morning de ... coze i not in a gd mood ah ... hahaha... but he went out wit ben they all for supper .. ahahaha... when he calling jasper tat time very funny ... " hello inspector wei here maybe i speak to Dr ho pls , Dr ho wan come out for supper ???" funny loh i laugh like hell when i heard tat ... hahaha... cant bare to let him go out actually heeee.. nvm lah have fun k dear ... ya anyway i am not in a gd mood dunno y also but i think partly is because of the fact tat i am ... haiz ... nvm i will try to reframe from eating liao ... cannot eat auntie make de kueh liao hahha... can only eat 2 meals a day set by dear ... i cried just now i also dunno y ...

i dun understand y whenever we r on phone we wont have much thing to tok about i tired my best to come out wit topics liao but it just didnt work ... nvm lah haha... but i really love u alot tats all i can say ...

actually i am very sad about my prelim result de .. even though i haven take the results i know i had done badly for it liao ...
actually i plan to get at least a B3 for all of my subjects except humanities C5 but now i think all my hopes r gone ... i will just fail for lots of my subjects ... chem i had done badly math also like tat ... y y y y y ... i know i got tis coze i haven out enough effort into it ... but i just cannot get myself into the exam mood i also dunno y ... who can save m ... who ... ????
i just cannot n cant focus on my work i haave been kept thinking about playing going out ... i also dunno y i totally cannot focus ...

SADZZZZZ

dunno if i wanna wait for cheng but i dunno wat time will he be hm hahah...