its 1.25 am now ... i just couldnt get to sleep no matter wat .. maybe because of the problem between us ... i really dunno hw to explian the feeling i am having now ... in fact no one understands m at all ... i am feeling so confusedwit myself , n even some fear in me ... all of the ppl outside r going to say tat i am cheating yr feeling again ... n i am no different from a bitch right .... but i really cannot force myself to love u not because u r not gd enough is just tat i am not tat gd to be wit u .... i think we have no pt trying out le ... coze i know mysself from tat day when i say my feeling out to u i know we will nv be together le ... sorry to have hurt u ... jjust hope tat we can be friends ... even if we remain together u n i will not be happy in the end ... so i think dun nd to try out tis anymore zhu cheng sorry ... dun mean to hurt u ... just like wat u say it is too fast both u n i nv think carefully b4 making tat decision in the first place when u say we r not suitable for each other ....

but i dunno hw to tell u no matter is it in msn or sms or even face to face ... so i think we will wait till u c my blog ba